I can't believe it's been a month

Today it has been one month since Weber died. I can honestly say it's easier, but it still hurts. I think about him everyday and miss him terribly. Thankfully Baxter is doing alot better. He's beginning to act like the old Baxter again, fun, playful, full of life. He still has his moments of lethargy and depression, just like Tim and I do, but he is going to be fine. I'm sure we will be as well, it is just taking us a bit longer.

We are discussing whether to get another dog or let Baxter be an only child. I think we are leaning for only child as of now, but that may change. A puppy is definitely out of the question. Laura brought up a good point that it would kill Baxter to have a puppy take away attention from him. And she is 100% correct. He seems to be adjusting to his new role as head protector and I don't want to change that. Thank God we have him. This past month would have been even more unbearable without him. I had a talk with Baxter as few weeks ago telling him he wasn't aloud to leave us for a long time. I am going to do everything in my power to see that it happens.

Here are my 2 guys sleeping together.

Prop 8 Rally Saturday Nov. 15

Join all of us in fighting this injustice to our community. We will both be there tomorrow. Let's fight to for our rights. Hopefully President-elect Obama will make a call for action and end this discrimination.

GObama... History is made!

I am proud to say that I voted for Obama. I still don't agree with his stance on gay marriage. However after seeing his victory rally last night, I am 100% behind him as president. I am glad that we as a country elected a African-American man. The country is going in the right direction. Next is electing a woman (just not Sarah Palin), then maybe, one day, a gay man or woman will become President. After witnessing this historic event last night, I can say that I am proud of this counrty. We got it right this time. Oh and only 75 days til Bush is out of office. Another reason to celebrate.

Don't forget to VOTE!!!!!

I didn't vote for Pedro. I voted for Barack Obama. Although Pedro would be a better pick. It came down to the fact that I couldn't allow Peepaw and Satan win the Presidency. Enough Evil Repubs aleady. So, Get out and vote, no matter who you are voting for. If you're still undecided, I suggest you vote for Pedro!!!!

Start having some fun, dammit!!!

That's what I've been hearing from many of my friends. I am going to start by attending a halloween movie party this Friday. I am feeling better, not completely, but starting none the less. Baxter is also doing better. I think some of his depression came from me so I am trying not to show any negative emotions around him. He is developing a ear infection though. It's not uncommon for floppy eared dogs to get them. Weber had several during the time we had him. So I'm off to the vet on Thursday, with happier results this time.

We received Weber's ashes yesterday. The box they came in is beautiful. Schoedinger did the cremation. I highly recommend them. We have a small shaving of his hair and a paw print as well. I know I'm getting better because I can talk about this without crying. It's a start.

On to some better news. I have 2 job interviews coming up. Both marketing positions. One is a re-interview so that one sounds promising. If I get a marketing job, I won't have to have surgery just yet. I can put it off for a few years. Which solves another problem. Things may just be looking up. Maybe Weber is looking down and sending me his positive karma. At least that is what I am choosing to believe.