Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Lousy month is capped off

I know I haven't blogged in a while. My life has been hectic, crappy, and capped off with a lousy second opinion. Fisrt off, I hate my new store. I wish I had never left the old one. Big whoop that I'm a manager, I don't particularly like the staff, I hate the actual store, and I am just not happy. I have been depressed and moody since I started there. Good news is that I have a job interview today that just may get me out of there. I am not saying much about it because God forbid I jinx it.

Then to top off everything, I had a second opinion today for my ankle. Two guesses as to what he said. If you read what kin do f month I'm having, you'll only need one guess. That's right, he suggests that I have a third surgery. OMFG!!!!! I don't know what I am going to do. There is good news though, one there is no rush, which means I can put it off until winter. Secondly, it won't get worse, meaning if I choose to wait a while to have it, my recovery won't be any longer. Having said that, he also said that I should have it within the next year. SHIT! Let me repeat that. SHIT!!!!

What do you think I should do? Have the surgery now and get it over with? Wait until winter when there isn't anything else to do? Wait a few years? Or Never have it?